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It's been a while, I know. I'm sorry, but life has been keeping me busy. From working 30+ hours a week, to getting some spring cleaning done, to getting OC cosplay outfits done, and finding time to actually to be able to sleep, I just been busy. Because of this, I am sometimes not on Facebook or Deviant art, so when I come back to those sites, I tend to get that random rude person, who'd asked, "Where the Hell have you been?!" Well, excuse me, Princess! I do have a life, you know, that doesn't involve the social media all the time. And other thing, if you care so much, why don't you call me? I'm just saying.
So, another thing I'd like to say is that I may not finish a couple of projects I've started. The reasons being is because, when I first joined DA, it was because I wanted to meet new people, get socially connected to people whom I'd thought was kind of like me, in some ways. Second reason being that some of the stories/crossovers were just something I wrote because 1), I wanted to, and 2), out of boredom. As I recall, I just turned 19 at this time, just got my GED, and needed to do something, besides babysitting, as I waiting for a job opportunity. Facebook and its games were starting to lose my interest, as more and more people were needed for the advancement of their stages/levels. When I heard about DA, I decided to check it out, and, as it turns out, I actually like the site, and joined the family of artists. About few months later, I did get a job, but when they no longer needed me, I had this site to keep me company. Eventually, I got a real job, even its few hours gave me time to write a chapter here and there. Family issues lead me to move out for a while, and I also had to see a shrink, but I think it was Deviant Art that kept me sane the most. Ha, this is coming from someone who has Anxiety-induced ADHD, or so they say. But even that wasn't enough, as the time came for me to be part of the full-timers at my job, DA was kind of, um, just there.
In the last few months alone, life threw me deeper down the road of maturity and adulthood, as I face life's challenges. My job's great, my family's great, my life's great, I'm great, so everything's great. "But don't you get annoyed with people, have problems, but still find the time to say that life is great? What's wrong with you!" No, what's wrong with you? Have you ever thought that I just let things go, and enjoy life as it is? We're human, we're gonna make mistakes, yes, but it doesn't mean we can't enjoy life. For some of us, life is very short, and I intend to enjoy every second of it, no matter what. Like Queen Elsa said, "The past is in the past: Let it go!"
As I was saying before, stories like the Sonic and Van Helsing crossover, may never see its completion, whereas the Little Red Riding hood trilogy may. Special K (TAOSK) is up in the air, as well as being able to write anything for my Corizon series. How I see it: Which series did I enjoy doing the most? Which one actually made want to write more, or non-stop? Or, maybe, which one is close to being completed? Or, do I wish to alternate? Nah, whatever the fuck I want to do.
So, in short, I'm doing fine. Is anyone else? Until next time, good night, err, good morning to y'all! Bye! ^_^
So, another thing I'd like to say is that I may not finish a couple of projects I've started. The reasons being is because, when I first joined DA, it was because I wanted to meet new people, get socially connected to people whom I'd thought was kind of like me, in some ways. Second reason being that some of the stories/crossovers were just something I wrote because 1), I wanted to, and 2), out of boredom. As I recall, I just turned 19 at this time, just got my GED, and needed to do something, besides babysitting, as I waiting for a job opportunity. Facebook and its games were starting to lose my interest, as more and more people were needed for the advancement of their stages/levels. When I heard about DA, I decided to check it out, and, as it turns out, I actually like the site, and joined the family of artists. About few months later, I did get a job, but when they no longer needed me, I had this site to keep me company. Eventually, I got a real job, even its few hours gave me time to write a chapter here and there. Family issues lead me to move out for a while, and I also had to see a shrink, but I think it was Deviant Art that kept me sane the most. Ha, this is coming from someone who has Anxiety-induced ADHD, or so they say. But even that wasn't enough, as the time came for me to be part of the full-timers at my job, DA was kind of, um, just there.
In the last few months alone, life threw me deeper down the road of maturity and adulthood, as I face life's challenges. My job's great, my family's great, my life's great, I'm great, so everything's great. "But don't you get annoyed with people, have problems, but still find the time to say that life is great? What's wrong with you!" No, what's wrong with you? Have you ever thought that I just let things go, and enjoy life as it is? We're human, we're gonna make mistakes, yes, but it doesn't mean we can't enjoy life. For some of us, life is very short, and I intend to enjoy every second of it, no matter what. Like Queen Elsa said, "The past is in the past: Let it go!"
As I was saying before, stories like the Sonic and Van Helsing crossover, may never see its completion, whereas the Little Red Riding hood trilogy may. Special K (TAOSK) is up in the air, as well as being able to write anything for my Corizon series. How I see it: Which series did I enjoy doing the most? Which one actually made want to write more, or non-stop? Or, maybe, which one is close to being completed? Or, do I wish to alternate? Nah, whatever the fuck I want to do.
So, in short, I'm doing fine. Is anyone else? Until next time, good night, err, good morning to y'all! Bye! ^_^
You'll be Okay, I'll be Okay
So, hello, I know I haven't been that active on my site, but I'm hoping to change that. Even though I don't like letting people my business, for the sake of this update, I have to. Some of you might have you might of known back in 2018, in a span of four months, I had to deal with losing my job at FedEx, for the stupidest reasons, and the painful unemployment people process. The government was helpful, with getting me back on my feet, and pointing me the direction to take. If it wasn't for them, I wouldn't have my current job for the last three years, even during the pandemic. While I had a secure job, my health, both physically and mentally, have been steadily declining. Yes, the pandemic took some of our love ones, I understand, and I have some compassion (not completely, because of idiots who brought it on themselves). The loved ones I've lost had nothing to do with the pandemic, but mostly old age. One aunt died in her sleep. So, while dealing the wake of their deaths, I
Am I allowed to be serious?
I'm not going to lie, but these last two years haven't been easy on me. From stressing myself out to the point where I lost a job, stressing out through the depression of unemployment and ill-mannered adults, and social anxiety from this current job. Being an adult in her late twenties, who happens to have Asperger's, ADHD, mild asthma, near-sightedness, glaucoma, arthritis, hypoglycemia, a damaged nervous system, social anxiety, and "skeletons in the closet, ended up being flowers in the attic" problems, we all have our share of problems. And constantly being tired.
That is all for now.
November 25, 2017: Update
Hello, everyone. I am still alive. As usual, just busy, busy, busy. Having a real job is exhausting, and so is everyday life and stress. I want to get back into writing again, but time is sort of mine enemy right now. This time of the year is not fun for me, even though you think it should be. My health is not the best right now, and I would rather not talk about it. Well, maybe not openly, but more in private conversations. The same goes for Facebook updates. So, if you really need to or want to know, private message me. (You know, like notes.) The whole world doesn't need to know about my personal life.
But for now: Remember, reality is
Hello, Darkness, my old friend
It's been a year since I did an official update on this site, and it's about time to say anything. First of all, I have too busy with my job to really have any free time. Secondly, any free time I have, ends up being time spent to work on piles of chores that I didn't have time to do during the week. Or even babysit for my older sister. This even include a whole day of shopping, just for groceries, and to spend time with the sisters I hardly see during the week. Thirdly, once in a blue moon, I get to do something that doesn't involve work, like enjoying my Xbox, which I did last weekend. I have even tried to write a story or draw a picture, h
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